I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Sunday, November 26, 2023

 I remember that adults were capable both of whistling and of blowing up balloons, two skills which baffled and frustrated me as a child.  



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Monday, November 20, 2023

 I remember that when my father used to do comic fake phone conversations when I was 7 or 8 years old, he'd always end the "conversation" by saying, "Okay, bye."  And I was surprised by that formulation -- not the bye, but the "Okay."  So I would try to do the same sort of fake conversation and noticed that I always said "okay" before "bye," and then noticed that I always said it in real phone conversations too, and that it was almost impossible not to.  That was really interesting.



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Sunday, November 19, 2023

 I remember being delighted when I learned that you could open our kitchen garbage can by pressing down on the foot-pedal.  I think it was a new one, but I'd seen the foot-pedal on the kitchen garbage cans at both my grandmothers' houses.  I never used them, though, so the pedals just seemed like some old person's variation of our own garbage can, which I think didn't have a pedal.  but then we got a new one -- strangely like the old people's -- and stepping on the pedal raised the lid!  That was really neat.



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Tuesday, November 14, 2023

 I remember the first time I put my thumb over the spout of a garden hose, thinking either that I could stop the water running or that I could reduce it to a trickle.  I remember how surprised I was -- and then a beat or two later delight -- that the water spurted out in a powerful jet.  For a little while this was esoteric knowledge, or so I thought.  I imagined my friends didn't know that you could squirt a hose that way.  But of course they came to the same realization at about the same time.  And now we'd all reached a stage of greater worldliness and competence.



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